Brain

Ya Allah… I don’t know what happens on my brain now. I feel like a stupid little girl. I can’t manage things well. I am so forgetful. absolutely forgetful like a nanny. ya Allah… I sometimes even forget the words, i was just saying a minute ago.
sometimes, no no… everytime I see something full of words, I feel like i’m dying. my concentration span is short. It’s absolutely difficult to deal with words I read, I have to read it again and again. and make a mind map for I read. mind map helps me a lot then. and also re-write. I have to re-write what i read, for the sake of remembering.
Ya Allah… do I experience sth like Dyslexia?  T_T